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kokoronashi???
fandom exo
pairing kailu
style drabble
length 191
originally thought of writing a companion to this. ended up with this.
Luhan was surprisingly gentle the first time around.
Surprisingly, because despite his angelic voice and pretty face, Jongin knew that Luhan was anything but.
Surprisingly, because he was perfectly aware that the first time they met wasn’t the time Luhan presented him flowers after his performance the week before, but several months ago when Luhan unceremoniously put a bullet through his lover’s head.
His former lover’s head, because Kyungsoo was dead and Jongin was in his killer’s bed.
He could say he was there because he wanted to find out more about Luhan for Kyungsoo, but he had no one to say that to anyway and he wasn’t the type to lie to himself. His relationship with Kyungsoo made a mockery of the word lover, to begin with, anyway.
He wanted to know more about Luhan because Luhan had an angelic voice and a pretty face and frankly, a huge number in his bank account.
And Jongin wouldn’t have minded if Luhan wasn’t gentle. Jongin expected Luhan to not be gentle, in fact.
So much so that the kisses bothered him.
So much so that he wondered if he should stay.
fandom exo
pairing kailu
style drabble
length 191
originally thought of writing a companion to this. ended up with this.
Luhan was surprisingly gentle the first time around.
Surprisingly, because despite his angelic voice and pretty face, Jongin knew that Luhan was anything but.
Surprisingly, because he was perfectly aware that the first time they met wasn’t the time Luhan presented him flowers after his performance the week before, but several months ago when Luhan unceremoniously put a bullet through his lover’s head.
His former lover’s head, because Kyungsoo was dead and Jongin was in his killer’s bed.
He could say he was there because he wanted to find out more about Luhan for Kyungsoo, but he had no one to say that to anyway and he wasn’t the type to lie to himself. His relationship with Kyungsoo made a mockery of the word lover, to begin with, anyway.
He wanted to know more about Luhan because Luhan had an angelic voice and a pretty face and frankly, a huge number in his bank account.
And Jongin wouldn’t have minded if Luhan wasn’t gentle. Jongin expected Luhan to not be gentle, in fact.
So much so that the kisses bothered him.
So much so that he wondered if he should stay.
