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kokoronashiidk what this is i'm too lazy to title it
fandom exo
pairing kailu (luhan/kai)
style drabble
length 437
shitty drabble sobs
“You made it.”
Luhan's dressing room was large and just a few minutes ago it was bustling with relatives and friends, fussing over his hair and suit and the flower pinned to his chest. It matched the ones in his bride's hair they said, and he smiled. He smiled and asked if he could be left alone, for just one moment.
They laughed and teased him – called him an anxious groom but they respected his wishes.
Luhan wasn't anxious, not really. Not for his bride at least.
Luhan was anxious for someone else.
For Kim Jongin.
“It was hard to sneak in,” Jongin said with an uneasy smile.
“Explains your clothes,” Luhan gestured to Jongin's black sweater and blue jeans. “That isn't wedding appropriate.”
“I wasn't invited to the wedding,” Jongin said. He was right in that. Luhan had called him through a text, filled with instructions on how to sneak into the wedding, but none on him attending it. Jongin, like the rest of Exo had no seat with his name on it. “You look good.”
“You too,” Luhan smiled. “But dark blue hair? Really?”
Jongin laughed. “You know how they are with their hair dye. I'm just glad it's not bright turquoise.”
“Yeah, I don't miss that part of being an idol,” Luhan walked up to Jongin and held his hand, he intertwined their fingers. “I miss you, though.”
Luhan kissed him gently. It had been so, very long since he tasted Jongin's kiss like this, the last time being more than a year ago when they met secretly, using fake names and wearing ridiculous get ups to conceal their faces. They had kept in contact through instant messaging and webcam, they had cyber-sex, all of that.
But nothing could replace the taste of Jongin's lips for Luhan.
“I missed this,” he whispered.
“Me too,” Jongin hesitated to say that. He hesitated further to continue. “But at your wedding?”
“One last time Jonginnie,” Luhan kissed him once more, pushing him bit by bit to the wall. “Please.”
Jongin didn't say yes.
Jongin didn't say no.
Jongin parted his lips for Luhan and let Luhan hold him closer.
Jongin let Luhan unzip his trousers, responding with nothing but kisses on Luhan's lips, again and again and again, each time more desperate than before.
Jongin let Luhan touched him and let Luhan draw moans out of him only to silence him again with kisses and reminders of where they were.
“I will miss you,” Luhan said softly when he was done.
“Me too,” Jongin whispered back.
fandom exo
pairing kailu (luhan/kai)
style drabble
length 437
shitty drabble sobs
“You made it.”
Luhan's dressing room was large and just a few minutes ago it was bustling with relatives and friends, fussing over his hair and suit and the flower pinned to his chest. It matched the ones in his bride's hair they said, and he smiled. He smiled and asked if he could be left alone, for just one moment.
They laughed and teased him – called him an anxious groom but they respected his wishes.
Luhan wasn't anxious, not really. Not for his bride at least.
Luhan was anxious for someone else.
For Kim Jongin.
“It was hard to sneak in,” Jongin said with an uneasy smile.
“Explains your clothes,” Luhan gestured to Jongin's black sweater and blue jeans. “That isn't wedding appropriate.”
“I wasn't invited to the wedding,” Jongin said. He was right in that. Luhan had called him through a text, filled with instructions on how to sneak into the wedding, but none on him attending it. Jongin, like the rest of Exo had no seat with his name on it. “You look good.”
“You too,” Luhan smiled. “But dark blue hair? Really?”
Jongin laughed. “You know how they are with their hair dye. I'm just glad it's not bright turquoise.”
“Yeah, I don't miss that part of being an idol,” Luhan walked up to Jongin and held his hand, he intertwined their fingers. “I miss you, though.”
Luhan kissed him gently. It had been so, very long since he tasted Jongin's kiss like this, the last time being more than a year ago when they met secretly, using fake names and wearing ridiculous get ups to conceal their faces. They had kept in contact through instant messaging and webcam, they had cyber-sex, all of that.
But nothing could replace the taste of Jongin's lips for Luhan.
“I missed this,” he whispered.
“Me too,” Jongin hesitated to say that. He hesitated further to continue. “But at your wedding?”
“One last time Jonginnie,” Luhan kissed him once more, pushing him bit by bit to the wall. “Please.”
Jongin didn't say yes.
Jongin didn't say no.
Jongin parted his lips for Luhan and let Luhan hold him closer.
Jongin let Luhan unzip his trousers, responding with nothing but kisses on Luhan's lips, again and again and again, each time more desperate than before.
Jongin let Luhan touched him and let Luhan draw moans out of him only to silence him again with kisses and reminders of where they were.
“I will miss you,” Luhan said softly when he was done.
“Me too,” Jongin whispered back.
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Date: 2014-12-11 01:10 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-12-18 03:00 pm (UTC)My face went from O___O to T___T as I read and now I want to curl up in some desolate corner and sob because even if the angst wasn't hard-hitting or blatant, the implications of what will happen to them in the future is far heavier to the heart. For all those years they maintained a relationship despite the distance, they handled the reality of one of them getting married rather well--even if both their hearts are probably breaking no matter how much they understand u___u
Jongin, like the rest of Exo had no seat with his name on it.
This line stings, not gonna lie, because what if this becomes a reality in a few years u___u [Okay, I'll stop before I make myself sad LOL.]
I would like to think they will remain friends even after Lu Han marries, but please no affairs. I don't think Jongin has the heart to become an adulterer anyway no matter how much he loves Lu Han. On the other hand, Lu Han won't be one for affairs either, but will probably try and keep Jongin by his side any way he can, even if it means being demoted to a friend. Sobs why do I do this to myself /o\
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Date: 2014-12-18 03:14 pm (UTC)I really hope that exo and luhan would patch up before Luhan gets married (if he gets married that soon after all) because at least they'd be able to attend and congratulate him and all that aha QAQ
Cries same, which is why I think this is just the last time for them... It'd be awkward for a while but I think they'd contact each other again and still love each other in a way that's special to just them, as friends and what not